Hero To Zero

6:20 am now.. just finis watch 家好月圆 episode 9.. suddenly got the mood to write blog.. 2 many things happens 2 me this year.. i had stop studying.. doing nothing everyday.. wake up, survive n sleep back.. this is my life everyday since i stop schooling.. hav 2 stop it b4 i become rubbish.. more worst i had become a full time gambler.. mahjong, ball, chor tai tee, wat oso ngam me.. lucky tat day anwar election no bet.. "赌"is my life.. when i got the money 2 gamble.. tats no problem at all.. but now my money almost dry ady.. everything seems 2 be wrong.. when sui time really do wat oso die.. 1 night got hundred of football matches.. i just choose 3 to play n hope for parlay.. i din lie u.. 3 matches oso lose.. hey not lose 2 win 1 or lose 1 win 2.. is lose all leh.. im speechless now.. sumore my bet is not small.. 1 match can reach thousands.. when lose oni wake from fantasy.. but its all 2 late now.. i just count my accout money.. now i got 4100 in bank.. owe mahjong ppl 500.. owe fren 2000.. n just lose ball 1575.. total up left rm25!! omfg!! never really tot this kind of thing will happen 2 me.. think of my past.. walao eh.. so proud of myself.. early of this year.. so long never go genting.. since childhood i think.. my fren jio me go genting casino.. n i just reach 21 last year.. so can go in fight ady.. i think all of us oso listen ppl say b4.. 1st time gamble sure win wan.. i tell u this is just fucking true(at least for me lah).. i 1st time go genting casino.. wat oso dunno.. so just watch ppl play loo.. but u noe.. CURIOUSITY.. the magic word.. make u wanna try everything.. so just draw a few hundred from my saving which is ptptn loan.. n go n try my luck.. wat game oso try lah.. slot machine, blackjack, roulette, baccarat, n more.. den something draw my attention.. CARRIBEAN STUD.. wowowo.. 2xx,xxx jackpot leh.. if i win hahaha.. become rich ppl leh.. so stand near the table there n watch ppl play n learn how 2 play.. after tat got ppl stand n leave the chair.. well u noe.. curiousity again.. so i went n sit there n play.. 1st game i play.. i got a flush.. which giv me 100 bonus.. other player was so impress wit me.. maybe dey sit so long oso never get card like tat.. tat time in my mind oredi stated this game is made 4 me.. wakakaka.. so sit at there play whole day.. i repeat whole day.. my fren come n call me back but i still remain there.. play till din sleep whole night 12 pm gonna sign out dy.. i was losing 1,xxx tat time.. but wat 2 do.. gonna go home dy.. so go back hotel n pack my stuffs.. den go check out.. den i told my fren.. giv me 30 minutes more before v go n sit cable car.. i wanna fight back.. so dey went n walk walk.. n i go in again n draw all my money n left 2 digit money in my account.. i was thinking oredi lose so much.. lose more few hundreds oso same lah.. all or nothing mah.. n i 1st time come leh.. Lim Goh Tong wont be so cruel kua..so sit back the carribean stud table.. but still the result is the same.. win lose win lose.. haizz.. make no different.. suddenly i open my card.. the 1st 2 card was diamond flower.. 3rd card oso diamond.. 4th card still diamond.. omg.. kin cheong ady.. n now slowly peep the 5th card.. my mind keep hoping 4 diamond diamond diamond please.. kaninah.. really diamond leh.. its a flush leh.. can cover some of my lose last nite.. so gonna leave after take the money.. becoz tat time the table oni got 2 ppl.. me n another guy .. n me sit on the left side.. so the dealer open my card 1st.. all in diamond leh.. den the dealer rearrange my cards.. 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6.. wtf!! its a straight flush.. never in my mind will tot this will happen.. my heart beat getting faster n faster.. more n more ppl come n surround me n c wat happened.. the dealer call the manager come.. den more n more formal wear ppl come.. which is the upper management ppl come n check this check tat.. n sign this sign tat.. den after bout 10 minutes.. 1 of the manager told me 2 go n take cheque from the cash department.. when i receive the cheque.. hahaha.. my eye ball oso wan come out dy.. 3x,xxx leh.. 1st time in my life i got so much money.. 3x,xxx coz straight flush is 10 percent of the jackpot.. den i walk out of the casino n talk 2 my fren.. dey 2 ask me how.. i say not good lah.. den dey try 2 comfort me.. dey even joke bout me being chase out by bouncer of genting coz lose till no money still wan gamble.. den i tell them the truth.. dey dun believe it at all until i giv them c the cheque.. i quickly go 2 the nearest maybank n deposit it coz 1st time got so much money on me.. felt very no 安全感.. i so regret i din take photo of the cheque tat day.. now wan c oso no chance ady.. i sumore gav 2 of my fren rm500 each.. haha.. coz i become rich ppl liao mah.. 500 is nothing 2 me.. kekeke.. but now rm 5 oso big trouble 4 me leh.. die liao lah.. when i win the 30k i promise Uncle Lim.. i will stop betting ball ady.. i really hold my promise.. i told my fren 2 close the ball account.. from tat day on my wallet oways got few hundred.. at least 2-3 hundred when i got out n oways top up when less.. when no bet ball suddenly i got a new hobby.. Mahjong.. 1st time go n play 1 match is RM 30.. coz i not really noe how 2 play.. so play the minimum wan.. soon increase 2 60, 90 n now rm150.. the percenatage of winnings is quite low.. but wat 2 do.. oredi addicted.. when wake up the 1st thing is mahjong ady.. 1 day can lose till 1,xxx.. when win oni 3-4 hundred.. day by day.. keep losing.. den i start play ball back.. euro 2008 lose 6,xxx.. another trip to genting casino lose 3,5xx.. finally reach today.. RM 25.. wtf !! so unbelievable.. i got such a bad ending.. now oni realize 30k can do a lot of thing.. but its 2 late ady.. i got no money 2 go singapore n work ady.. do passport oso problem ady.. why !! why !! why !! so many question on my mind now.. this saturday im going hadyai.. i plan 2 make a tattoo on my back which can oways remind me 2 stop gambling.. coz from now on i must quit gambling ady.. no more money 2 gamble dy.. must go back 2 the poor life again.. haizz.. IF ONLY.. haizz.. hope tat i will awake from the fantasy n work harder 2 make a better life.. n no more regret in my life.. never ever gamble again.. I PROMISE !!!!


p/s : this is a story of a hero become zero!! hope those who read can take this as advise !! good luck!!

p/p/s : hahaha.. i took 1 hours 30 minutes 2 finished this blog.. paiseh..