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This was my 1st blog here.. Since so many [Friendster] blogger had moved here.. So I decided to start blogging here too..


Today my feelings had been mixed up totally..

Hmmm.. Just came back from Darling's house.. Today 1st time went her house.. I know i'm not a perfect guy.. So I'm ready 2 b criticize.. Felt quite nervous coz dunno what to talk later.. Her mom was quite friendly but not much 2 talk.. But compare 2 her dad it was completely different.. Dad had a fierce look n seldom talk.. Like Paikia.. Kekeke ..When saw him its better 2 stay far from him.. >.<" We watched [Saw 3] just now.. Psycho movie but dunno y i kept laughing when watching the horror scene ..

Suddenly TROUBLE appeared.. My little HABIT !!! Been losing lotz of money lately.. GENTING + EURO = +/- RM 10,000.. Plus this week 1k++.. Really making me headache when the debt due date is 2moro.. So I had 2 online n try 2 fight back.. But her brother not allowing me 2 on9 there.. Hey standard 5 ginakia play msn 4 wat ?? N where ur contact list got oni 1 ppl on9 (total 4 ppl).. Zzzzz.. I noe laptop was not mine but u were talking rubbish with ur so called "GF" n dun let me use 4 maybe 5 minutes?? Few minutes can make a lotz of different.. From RED to BLUE leh.. Haizzz.. Sumore darling let me c sms from her ex-lover jio her 2 go out eat.. U noe i dun wan u go de lah.. Maybe i oways tot i can tolerate in this matter.. But maybe i'm not tat generous also.. Sure beh syok wan mah.. So my mood completely destroyed loooooo..

Ok le lah.. Feeling better dy.. But still sleepy.. But i noe all problems appears bcoz of my habit n attitude.. I noe if i promise u 2 quit gambling.. U oso wont believe.. So i just can promise 2 cut down step by step.. Coz if i din take any action now.. It mean i'm gambling our relationship.. Sorry Darling.. Hope u will accept my apology.. Pls dun angry with me.. It took me 1 hour ++ 2 finis this blog leh.. Mai ah neh kuan lah~~ Sayang loo~~